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Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Glucose Graph

Here is a screen shot of my (this is Dustin again, I know, crazy), glucose levels. Click on the graph for bigger view.

February 11th is the first day of Insulin. Notice the drastic change after I started shooting up. It shows you the average for each day as one point, so I may have been elevated after 1 meal but good waking or after the other meal, but it was averaged so appears less. Either way, I'm averaging 141 over the last 4 days, a significant drop. Whats cool is what's happened lately.... I haven't really told anyone, but I've been eating potatoes every day for the last 7 days, whether it's sweet potatoes fried, french fries, grilled sweet potatoes.... I've had potatoes every day for the last week. If you notice something weird, I've consistantly had the lowest levels over the last 7 days (bigger view below). It also appears that I am consistantly trending down (slowly but you can still see a trend). Also something crazy is after a meal with potatoes, I've never been above 140...... According to the old naturopath, foods with high glycemic index (potatoes are the highest) are the ones that should shoot me through the roof, so this is interesting that my body isn't reacting to them. It's nothing to celebrate about, but something I'm paying attention to, since its been 2 weeks now since I cut all potential toxic foods from my system.The docs said it could take 2 days to a month before I see a difference, and up to a year before my pancreas is 100%.


P.S. if you like seeing this stuff I can do it more often, just tell us, cause if no one cares then I'll stop updating.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Sneak Peak

I am so excited about this I couldn't wait to post something!! This is all you get for now. Soon this is going to turn into an incredible birthday present for a fabulous little someone in my life!!



I know I know... you can hardly wait to see what it is going to be!! Just check back often over the next few weeks, and soon enough you will be VERY impressed!!

The newest addition to our family...

Drumroll please....

Welcoming the newest addition to our family, Betsy Sue!! Isn't she pretty?



She is a 27" iMac with a Quad Core i7 processor (thats an Intel chip baby!!) And we love her to pieces. Ha Ha!! Now seriously, we figured if I was really going to get serious about this post-processing images for photographers, that I should really have good equipment to work with. Purchasing our MacBook Pro was a good buy for day to day use, but it wasn't going to cut it for all of the awesome photographs I process for Cristi Owens. Anywho... we are really excited about Betsy Sue. Its almost as though she completes our little loft area. Just take a look for yourself:


Thursday, February 25, 2010

Hey World!!!!

Hey world It's Dustin, I'm gonna do something that will blow your minds, write a post! Leah is asleep and I thought I'd give you all an update from my perspective. Here are my thoughts:

1) Insulin shots suck- Don't get me wrong, they are easy and pretty much pain free. In fact, for the first few days I looked forward to it. But now it's just a constant ball and chain, making me wonder what I will do when I go on a retreat with the guys in April, will I go in the bathroom to take the shots? Will I just do it in front of them? I'm a guy that loves to be free, and this is something that grounds me. I did find out that the insulin I am taking can actually not be refrigerated for almost 40 days when its being used, which makes me happy from a traveling perspective. Carrying a lunch pail on the plane just sounds daunting. Overall, taking the shots is a piece of cake but Leah is right, I am a pin cushion. I have no problem showing you all how easy it is to put your minds to rest!

2) I'm allergic to everything! I did get potatoes back, which was huge for me just to get some good carbs back, but by taking cows milk, wheat AND rice out of my diet, it's basically a crap shoot on what I will be able to eat. We went to Pita Jungle tonight, a healthy modern restaurant, and there were less than 5 things on the menu I could eat. There was 1 thing I could eat at a mexican joint the other day, and even then I had to ask for it with no corn salsa and no cheese. I'm much more motivated this time around, as this diet is to eliminate foods I'm allergic to in the chance that doing so I will stop my body from attacking itself and regenerate my insulin production. Previously, I was avoiding wheat but also carbs in general, trying to keep it below 30-50 grams a day! It was just insane. Frankly, I'll eat twigs and berries for the rest of my life if I find out it could cure my diabetes. I don't know how anyone could make the choice of eating anything they want but living with a potentially life threatening disease. I'd take a 1 in a million chance any day, even if it means doing this for a year with no results.

3) This new naturopath.... So as you know from Leah's previous post, we are going to see the daughter of a friend that actually cured diabetes! That's what I tell people at least, that I'm going to cure diabetes. That's how I see, it. If you can reverse Type I diabetes by just eliminating foods in your diet, why is there still Type I out there? Doesn't make sense to me why more people don't know about it. My plan is to fix myself, then tell the world. I keep telling people my goal is to be on Oprah in a year. Anyway, Kim (check out her blog), told us to see this naturopath then come see her so she could teach us how to live with the food adjustments. So I did. Kristi came with me, and thank God she did, cause I wouldn't have believed this treatment style if she wasn't there..... It was an acupuncture/energy test to pinpoint my nervous system which acts as a way to communicate to vital systems in the body. For example, when he pressed on an pressure point that was for the pancreas, it weakened my body, and when he pulled against my straightened hand that was once rigid and unmovable, he could easily move it with almost no force... It sounds strange, and believe me it was a bit strange to me, but it was cool too. He did this in a number of places to see which organs in my body were under stress (of course my pancreas was, but also my small intestines which makes sense with my stomach issues). So this continued until he got to the good part. He then "activated" my body so that if something was to come in range of it, it would also have the same affect. In other words, if he brought a vile of wheat over my chest, he was easily able to move my hand when 5 seconds before it was unmovable (I'm huge as you are all obviously aware...) He did this with a bunch of stuff, of which he found the following allergies

Wheat, Rice, Barley, Hops, Corn, Cows milk, Mercury and MSG

That about wraps up my eating career! Thanks for the great food dad, but its steak and potatoes from here out! Kidding. This was of course a good test from a holistic standpoint, but long term I'll get a thorough allergy test done to be sure on every thing (my previous test only tested a limited range of foods and only 1 strand of antibodiues. Good test have 500 foods and test 3 of the major antibodies that show food allergies).

Well that's about all my thoughts. Thought I'd get that off my chest.

Just to be clear, this isn't affecting me in any way other than my diet. It's actually making my stronger and giving me something to work towards, which I thrive on. Everyone has given me amazing support, most notably Leah who has been insanly supportive and helpful in this crazy time, so thank you! Don't be afraid to write or call with questions, because talking about it can be therapeutic - as apparently is writing about it :)

Oh and I just remembered, I got a call from my little brother's mom today. She told me he had a class asignment to write a paper about someone who inspires him... he wrote it about President Bush.... just kidding! He wrote it about me! That made my day! Have a good night

Dustin

Pin Cushion

This morning was the first time since *the first time* that I watched my dear hubby give himself an injection of insulin. I have tried to give him some space and privacy in this endeavor. After all, who wants your wife watching you do absolutely everything. But today I was walking out the door as he went to the kitchen to grab his insulin pen, and I asked if he minded if I watched. Of course, being the kind person he is, he said no. He makes the entire process look so easy and he doesn't even flinch when the needle pokes his skin. So of course, being the curious person that I am, I asked him if he still gets nervous. And he said yes. Then he went on to tell me that once in a while the injections still sting, and he thinks that those are the ones that you can still see the little marks from on his stomach **imagine at the same time that he is lifting up his shirt** And thats when I see it... about a half a dozen tiny red marks on his stomach. And then I realized... my husband is a pin cushion =( And this is the reason that we are on this journey to natural healing, because I pray for a day when he no longer has to give himself the injections, when we can get a blood test result and his A1C levels are normal.

As we are on this road to natural healing, I am learning more and more about how incredible our bodies are. And I am learning how distorted our society has become in our relationship to food. Food is no longer just about our need to nourish our bodies, it has become the way in which we entertain, a source of happiness, and a comfort. We have made food something that I don't believe it was ever intended for. Don't get me wrong, I am absolutely guilty of this! Although it is fun to sit around with friends and family over a nice meal and catch up, I am now often asking myself what is most important, the time spent with friend, or the food? And I ask this because for me and my husband food has become a challenge. Dustin grew up in a family where food is a central part of their daily lives. His dad is an amazing cook. He owned a restaurant and a catering company, and now just cooks his delicious foods for his family and friends. So to say that Dustin enjoys food is an understatement. He loves food!! He has grown up eating great food!! So this journey is rough, and brings us back to our relationship with food. What is food, and why do we need it? And this is what we must continue think about as we are on the road to make my hubby less like a pin cushion!!

Now... what to do with all those girl scout cookies I ordered two months ago?!?!?!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Growth

This is a huge step for me. I used to be way to insecure to ever share anything that was directly making fun of myself. But after a few years of counseling, lots of prayer and some fabulous friends and family, I can now share some of my most embarrassing moments with the entire world. Aren't you excited?!?!?

Today I had my first (and second) cavity of my life filled! And soon I will have cavities 3, 4, 5 and 6 filled. What is happening to me. Is this what happens when you get old, you just fall apart all at once. First a wart, and now this!! After I got done having my cavities filled I had a sweet little text from Dustin asking me how I was doing. I didn't respond with words, I just sent him this beautiful smile...


Sunday, February 21, 2010

Top 10 Chick Flicks

I loved looking at the Top 10 Chick Flick list on the Le Belle Vie blog for Valentines day!! In fact... I enjoyed it so much that I had to create my own list. Boy of boy, this was not an easy task! I am a sucker for chick flicks, and my list of favorites is quite long. Narrowing it down to 10 was not easy. These are in no particular order, just a list of my top 10. Enjoy!!

1. You've Got Mail - It doesn't get much better than having Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan together in a movie. Their chemistry is so cute, and the fact that they can't stand each other in real life but are in love with each other over the internet is fun to watch. Not to mention, almost any love story in NYC will have me sucked in within a matter of minutes.


2. Beaches - This is one of my favorite "go-to" movies when I am feeling really emotional and just need to have a little cry-fest. It's a beautiful movie of friendship and loyalty (not to mention there are a TON of Bette Midler songs.)


3. Love Actually - Love actually IS all around!! Disclaimer: I am not at all in support of people falling in love with their friends wives. Actually, I am quite against it. But the picture below from this movie was one of my favorite parts. What girls doesn't dream of a guy saying "To Me, You Are Perfect"


4. Grease - No explanation needed. Absolutely classic!!


5. Dirty Dancing - "Nobody puts Baby in a corner". The dancing... the songs... Patrick Swayze **sigh**


6. Gidget - This movie has been one of my all time favorites for as long as I can remember. And is probably in fact the reason that I am so intrigued with surfing and living on (or near) the beach sometime in my life. Coincidence that the man I married looks a little like Moondoggie... I think not =)


7. The Wedding Date - I'm not sure what it is about this movie that I love. The fact that she is so desperate to impress her ex (because be honest, we have all been there at one point in time or another), or maybe its just Dermot Mulroney.


8. The Notebook - This is by far one of the sweetest love stories ever. Its every girls dream to be pursued with such passion, and to be absolutely captivated by THE ONE. Doesn't hurt that Rachel McAdams and Ryan Gosling are an awesome couple on screen together.


9. Serendipity - Leave it all up to fate. Its a movie of will they or won't they find each other. AND... it takes place in NYC. **sigh** NYC=Romance♥


10. Gone With the Wind - Anyone who knows me, knows that this is by far my most favorite movie ever. It is the most incredible movie of an independent woman who goes out and gets what she wants. And Clark Gable is just a little dreamy (I don't care if he's been dead for 50 years and was old enough to be my great grandfather).


Whats in your top 10?